I don't want to do anything. I don't want to wake up from my bed. I just want to look at the ceiling while that one drop of tear comes slowly, without me even realising it. I don't want to talk to anyone — me, who was once the most talkative in the room. I just want to sit with myself. Hold myself. Console myself. There are so many things in my mind right now and I don't know where to put them. I have tried — god, I have tried. I tried showing up. I tried being okay. I tried being the person everyone needed me to be. But right now, I just don't want to. Not because I've given up. But because I'm tired in a way that sleep doesn't fix . Once, I just wanted to do everything. I wanted to be the most spoiled version of me. I wanted to be pampered, to dream big, to hold everyone close. I wanted to be the girl who had it all and gave it all. I had so much want in me. Now I just don't feel like it. I have always loved deeply . Fully. The kind of love ...
The crow that stayed One evening, I noticed a crow sitting quietly on the backyard wall. Since morning, many crows had been cawing, but it hadn’t bothered me—it felt like the usual rhythm of the day. But this was different. In the evening hush, one crow sat alone, still and untouched, as if wrapped in its own silence. Maybe it had been left out. Maybe it felt lonely. I thought it was resting and would fly away soon. I kept checking, again and again, but it stayed—silent, unmoving. No other crows nearby. No sound. No one to ask what had happened. Its head was lowered, as if listening to something inside itself. Maybe it was sad. Maybe it was tired. Or maybe, in a world full of noise, it felt unheard. Perhaps no one cared to listen to its quiet grief. Or maybe it was nearing the end of its life and simply wanted some peace. Heaven knows what was in its mind. The crow didn’t fly away. It stayed on the wall as the sky darkened and a...